I don’t want to point the finger of guilt at anyone. But if I don’t indicate who’s responsible for what, I end up being blamed for this situation. Btw everybody seems shocked with the transfer news including me (all my team members as far as I know they are not pretending except for the perpetrators behind this). Being the one who has to sacrifices all happiness and privilege I’m the one who is actually can’t bear the pain at all. I’m ok with this situation after looking it at the positive side after a series of consultation. Lucky me I have many truly good friends in my previous team that support me and truly good friends like you guys. Thanks korang aku tahu korang care tentang aku.
Do they care about what I feel? They don’t, they just feel that this decision was made based on current requirement and organization needs. I can understand that fact (one unit was in a need of a manager to handle on the strategic out tasking and they had been asking my unit to scarify one of our manager for this post such a long time ago) but what I don’t understand is why my boss does not discuss this with me. I have the right to konw. They are sweet talker the one who try to provoke you to make you calm and accept this with open heart. It’s like a big stone just bang on your head because it’s happened very drastically and at the highest point of your working spirit . And the one who told me about this was my GM, who was known as a very firm person (I have no chance to say anything) and my boss was also in the meeting and he just keep quite. I’m sick of it ok.
Today my previous project team will have our first milestone achievement ceremony. I was invited as a guess (another sweet talking from them just to make me feel good) coz they want to thank me and show their appreciation for all of my contributions to the project. I just don’t have the guts to be there. I just don’t want to be there because I know I’ll feel sad and I’ll cry. I’m so weak at this point of time. I just don’t know. May be I’ll be there this afternoon because I don’t want to make thing more complicated. I just want to feel good. I’ll miss everything there.
This is only part and parcel of my life. Hopefully I’m doing great with my new tasks and can work closely with my new team members. The most important thing is I must think positive that’s the only way I can continue my life happily.
Do they care about what I feel? They don’t, they just feel that this decision was made based on current requirement and organization needs. I can understand that fact (one unit was in a need of a manager to handle on the strategic out tasking and they had been asking my unit to scarify one of our manager for this post such a long time ago) but what I don’t understand is why my boss does not discuss this with me. I have the right to konw. They are sweet talker the one who try to provoke you to make you calm and accept this with open heart. It’s like a big stone just bang on your head because it’s happened very drastically and at the highest point of your working spirit . And the one who told me about this was my GM, who was known as a very firm person (I have no chance to say anything) and my boss was also in the meeting and he just keep quite. I’m sick of it ok.
Today my previous project team will have our first milestone achievement ceremony. I was invited as a guess (another sweet talking from them just to make me feel good) coz they want to thank me and show their appreciation for all of my contributions to the project. I just don’t have the guts to be there. I just don’t want to be there because I know I’ll feel sad and I’ll cry. I’m so weak at this point of time. I just don’t know. May be I’ll be there this afternoon because I don’t want to make thing more complicated. I just want to feel good. I’ll miss everything there.
This is only part and parcel of my life. Hopefully I’m doing great with my new tasks and can work closely with my new team members. The most important thing is I must think positive that’s the only way I can continue my life happily.
1 comment:
ko ni, aku igtkan ler betul2, rupa2nya bukan ... anyway gud luck
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