Bangau

I've 15 minutes before I dozz off kalau tak confirm kepala aku weng. Dalam minggu ni aku rasa for the first time aku kena migrain. Kepala berdenyut2 at one side...left side to be specific.

Lepas balik dari motivation course beberapa hari lepas terasa that positive aura dah masuk semula dalam diri aku. Maybe baru separuh but I need more positive aura please...aku nak diri aku yang lama...I lost it a long time ago. Too long until I forgot that was me once upon a time. To tell you the truth aku tak perasan pun bila masa aku berubah menjadi mcm sekarang..not much fun compared those day. No more giller-giller...no more pontianak..aku sendiri rindu gelak pontianak..I guest zai sorang aje yang boleh buat aku gelak ponti...where's my fun side...kekadang sendiri pun tercarik2...bangau...but on the positive side the new me is more mellow down..i think so..what do you think fren.

Well lesson learnt from the motivation course was stop bangau-ing..ingat tak lagu bangau oh bangau. That's what its mean...do not finger point, do not blame other people for your problem.I will try to be more positive tapi cepat aje naik angin kalau the other half buat dek...so the tension one...stop bangau-ing..See aku jadi bangau coz blame the other half punca aku naik angin..itulah yang dimaksudkan dengan konsep stop bangau-ing. I'll try my best to apply this conceptin my life...

Actually nak bagitahu I'm so exhausted...but...this is my choice kan...so let it be :P)

Sometimes I good...sometimes I bad....

Love and pray