To tell you the truth, I'm actually not even ready for 2011. I was still in 2010 mood still ding dong here and there catching up, yup I'm still on MC after the D&C and my mind is still not tuned to the new year mood yet. Orang dah melentam lentum dengan sambutan new year but me..yup still flying without wing in my own world. Today to be real I started to realize. It's here it's already 2011 coz today bobot dah masuk standard 1. Pity me..anak aku dah besar oh my little hensem boy dah masuk sekolah.
On the other note my body still in the denying stage, guess she cannot accept the fact that we lost him already (I guess he is HE coz the morning sickness sympthom was almost the same like last time -I lost my Ibrahimovic Junior). I will feel sleepy early in the morning in the afternoon and in the evening specially when I drive. I'm carving for fast food like no one business. Yup we had pizza yesterday (second attemp) for this week plus McD and KFC..ho ho ho hopefully this will not last long..kalau tidak...I will end up ternak the body not the tummy. We watched Gulliver's travel for the closing event of school break (kakak nak tengok kak limah tapi tiket habis awal).
My mind and my soul they are in the stage of balancing each other. I really don't want to think about work until everything is in order. If it's needed i will apply for extra leave basically untuk diri aku sendiri jugak. Hopefully tomorrow we will get good NEWS after my bro MRI scan please ya ALLAH please help us...hopefully that will be the last scan...amin.
Daaa..nak pickup anak2 kat sekolah agama..then petang get ready fro sek kebangsaan pulak.
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Zira..
Selamat tahun baru
Doa aku tetap mengiringi adik ko & semoga ko tabah dengan segala dugaan.
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